BIar seNyUman TErukir DiBibIrmu YAng MenaWan

BBQ nite party!!


woooo....some crazy night had past...hohohoohohoh....full of loud...full of joy...full of happiness....and lot of activity......hope this event not stop at this point.....to my next class leader....hope you plane more activity next semester...ok....hohohohoho..........to all my friends...i want to... thanks a lot to you all.....i was very happy last night because the objective of the party had archive...i think....what can i see last night....you all help each other to finish burn the food...hohohohoho...to datok khud...tan sri nik......the smart man syafiq...thanks a lot because you all help me buy the thing that i need....transport me every where that i need...and a lot more...to all beautiful ladies that help me also i want to thank to you all.....i hope when we finish our study in here...it not mean that we finish our relationship also....so always contact via facebook ok......hohohoohoh
                   wait...wait...wait.....wait...and wait....wo so hungry


                                                   aduh....my eyes....full of tears cause of smoke


                                              smile always



                                                             gapo dio....why your face like that...hohohooh
AKu HaNya MAnusIA BiaSA YAnG teRCAri-Cari keHiduPAn Yang DAmaI Di MUkA BUmI ciPTaan ALLAH yanG mAHa BEsaR
hoKIaiS

my super hero

in my world...i only have family, friends, music, play, scream and thing like that....but the most thing that i amazed in my life is about my superhero...stronger,power,handsome, pretty, kind, responsible and all possible good thing that contain in this world.......i will not tell you who is my superheroes but i want to tell a story about them....this the story of my superheroes...my powerful superheroes that never ever have in this world except them....superheroes that i respect most.....again..this the stories of my precious superheroes.... my superhero is called superman and his wife is called superwomen...they have no power....they cannot fly...they cannot hold a bullet that are fired to people......butttttttttttttt.....they have a thing in the middle of head and stomach....and it located in their ribcage......they had tell me that...that thing was the powerful weapon in this biggest natural horizon that are created by Allah....that thing can make people weak and helpless....that thing also can make people collapse....i ask them...what that thing?...they tell me with a cool face....that was you heart.....with that...you are human.....with that anything can happen......
because i love my superheroes very much...one shiny day...i had wrote a letter to them.....i hope they read my latter......This is the letter of the most meaningful in my life.....


THEIR MY BELOVED SUPERHEROES
HOW ARE YOU?...I HOPE BOTH OF YOU IN THE PINK OF HEALTH....
THE REASON BECAUSE I WROTE THIS LATTER BECAUSE I WANT TO THANK TO BOTH OF YOU BECAUSE BOTH OF YOU HAVE HELP ME IN MANY THING....FIRST OF ALL...I WANT TO THANK BECAUSE OF YOU I LIVING IN THIS WORLD....BECAUSE OF YOU I FOUND HO AM I...BECAUSE OF YOU I NOT LOST IN THIS WORLD...BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN GROW AS A HUMAN...BECAUSE OF YOU I FIRST LEARN ABOUT LOVE...BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN SMILE...BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE A THING TO EAT...BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN SEE SUN ARISE AND SUNSET....BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE A FRIEND...BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN BUY THING THAT I LIKE....BECAUSE OF YOU I LEARN TO CRY...BECAUSE OF YOU I HAVE THAT WEAPON......THE BIGGEST WEAPON IN THIS WORLD.....BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REPAY YOUR KINDNESS....BUT I PROMISE..ONE DAY WHEN I GROW UP....I WILL HELP BOTH OF YOU....I DON'T CARE WHO AM I THAT TIME...POLICE, BOSS, ACCOUNTANT, FISHERMAN, FARMER OR ANYTHING...I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE.......I WILL TREAT YOU AS WELL AS I CAN.....THIS IS MY LAST WORD IN MY LATTER TO MY GREATEST SUPERHEROES...I LOVE BOTH OF YOU VERY VERY MUCH.....



that some part of my latter to my superheroes that i can story in this time....the most important thing that i want to tell is...the first time when i open my eyes to see this world...i first look at my superheroes face....at that time also my superman read a greatest and peaceful word to my two little ears....if i want to story all about my superheroes i know that my blog will explode because its to long to tell about their story......lastly i want to thank to my superheroes bcause



1-you teach me to be a man
2-you teach me to face this world
3-you keep me well
4-you clean my tears when i cry
5-you feed me every day until i can survive on my own
6-you send me to a school
7-you give me laugh
8-you give me everrything that i need in this world..

to my superheroes that I really applaud....i love you very much because you give me all that i need in this world to continue my life....and the promise that i had told...i will keep it...i will help you as long as i can...as long as the blood still flows in these bodies, as long as i can breath the air, as long as the earth rotate on it axis, as long as i can work, i promise to both of you that i will



I WILL BECOME A SUPERHERO TO BOTH OF YOU BECAUSE FOR ME, BOTH OF YOU IS THE MEANINGFUL THING THAT I NEVER EVER HAVE IN THIS WORLD...

THANK MY SUPERHEROES

AKu HaNya MAnusIA BiaSA YAnG teRCAri-Cari keHiduPAn Yang DAmaI Di MUkA BUmI ciPTaan ALLAH yanG mAHa BEsaR
hoKIaiS

old days

oke...dan terbaek...aku nak story pasal my old days la pulak kali nih...tapi terasa cam nak tulis dalam bahasa inggeriss la pulak kan..jadi pepaham ja kan lah ayat den yang agak berterabur nih...test2 one two three.....this the story this story is the story where i start my first journey of my life to face the real world that are said by people outside as the inner war...from my old days, i start to know the meaning of many thing... friends..friendship...love(hohoho)....war...big bos...sad..happy..tension..cry..play...crazy...

but...the most thing that i really cannot forget is i learn what the meaning of family...from the old building...i start my own journey to the real world...i know..we always heard that...........

"don't see the past but see what in front of us"


but for me, i must look back my old days..because from my old days..manything had happen on me...

this the story of my old days...


first year


one little boy with nothing in his mind had travel very far to the old town in perak...with know nothing he start to make his eye ball become red and start to flow a tears after his family start to say goodbye to him....start the journey with the white Ferrari that are borrowed from his neighborhood...that the first step when the boy start to face the real world....start to know how to take a bus...how to draw a money from a bank......This the year of begining...a part of my journey to facing the real world...the journey of my soul and my heart....to find a new members of my life...and to find a lot of thing that i never know..... the litttle boy start his own journey....from that year, i know what the pain it is....what the group it is....the craziest thing is, i has my own breakdance group hohoho(at that time i’m not buncit yet)...but i just perfome in front of my family members only hohohooh....but that year is the year we everything start to teach my sealf....i start to learn what brotherhood is....and that the biggest thing that i never learn before is....i learn to have a biggest family...and to have my own pride.....learn to do my own decission...that what i have learn from my biggest bro...hohohooh.....

Another year of my journey


Nothing biggest change in this year....just i grow up a little bit...and the most valuable thing is my brotherhood thing become more power in my self.....emmmmm...such ragging....kick..punch...bleeding...that only a small matter....i have no story about that....that year was a year where i go to pool a lot...swimming...swimming and swimming....that why la i become crazy when i look at pool....

A year of music


This year...emmmm...yeah...start to learn play guitar and drum...hohohoho...hope i can mengorat some aweks2..hahahha...15 hours a day i played guitar...hope can become like slash..or man kidal or joe wings....i start to go jamming...although i and my band jamming like a S&%T...but i enjoy with them....my friend @ my family.......i share lough...crazy...smile...jump....shout...and what ever crazy thing...what the important thing is..i joy my self......

I’m start to grow

With pride.....with hope....with my family..my biggest family....the past year made us become matured....become a man..not a boy any more...not crying....and start to love each other deeply...not a gay ok..but as a family.....that year...we start to show our big head......start to fighthing with other...but not with my family okehh...hohoho...start to fly...emmmmm...start to disturb warden...aspecially a women ok..till she drop as a warden..hahahah...so noughty that time.....start to came late to class...with the most important thing..my brotherhood will last forever....

We are the king



This year we start to make our brotherhood become more power....we sing together....from the past valuable year...i know..manything had happen to me....make my self change....grow my mind...tight my soul....open my heart and eyes.....when the time came...i will seperate with my big family....everybody have our own road....by we will make sure that...wheather where we are...our brotherhood will last forever.....i will remember the past that teach me manything..that make my self grow......

Final word

Whatever i are...what ever i become..i will nor forget my past... my past that teach me to become a man..my past that that grow a little boy to become a man.....start to have my own pride....start to make my own decission....and start to have friends....from the past...the knowledge that are flow to me....i will use it as my weapon to face the real world....so my past....i love you forever...


AKu HaNya MAnusIA BiaSA YAnG teRCAri-Cari keHiduPAn Yang DAmaI Di MUkA BUmI ciPTaan ALLAH yanG mAHa BEsaR
hoKIaiS